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WHO: Everyone
WHERE: Wherever
WHEN: Day 77

[ For all your non-rite happenings ]

A new Lily thing, maybe.

You could plan ahead and write down the basics for each other in a way you both would trust.

Oh, that's...actually a really good idea. We can both write in the language of the scarabs, so we should be able to trust anything written with it in our handwriting.

It's a trope for a reason. Make sure to keep it somewhere you can find easily.

It's not one I knew, so I really appreciate the suggestion.

Hey, by the way, did you ever manage to talk to Charon or Lethe? You came by looking for one of the older Lilies before.

Mm. Again, hope you don't ever need it, though.

No, haven't heard from them. It's pretty par the course from the last time I was here, so I'm not too surprised.

[ frrrowns ]

You were here before? ...On Lily?

I was. Not for too long, though. And my mother was on Daffodil. Their shepherd came to find me when I got back.

—Oh. You're...Nyx? Or Cerberus? You both left right before I got here.

Nyx. So, my name made the rounds, at least.

Of course it did. I'm sure if they'd want to see you if they knew you remembered them.

So, I don't get to talk with them if I don't remember them?

—no. That came out wrong. I just mean, like, if you didn't remember them then it would've been weird for them to show up asking about you, right? Maybe they wanted to give Clover a chance with you.

I would have said that, but I had about five different people greet me on my first day back along with getting the third degree from Clover, so I don't think I would have cared if I remembered or not. It just is what it is.

It is, but you still came to Lily looking for them.

After a few days, I did. And your tone is going to make me feel bad when I inevitably piss them off.

[ ??? ]

How would you piss them off?

Honestly? I don't know, but it's going to happen based on Clover's reaction to me.

... What was their reaction?

I was triggering, they didn't like how I talked about my sister, and I was too busy with my own trauma to be nice.

And I'm a little mad at Lethe and Charon now, so my reaction depends on theirs.

They called you triggering? All of them?

None of them, but one was triggered. I wasn't talking about all of Clover with each of those examples.

Oh, that makes more sense... It sounds like you've been having a hard time with them.

I don't think Charon or Lethe will get mad at you though. That's not really the kind of people they are. Come by again and you'll see.

I wouldn't say hard . . . It's just growing pains. Getting used to each other.

A second time? It was already weird the first time, but I'll think about it.

I guess... I hope it starts getting easier anyway.

And yeah. I bet you could show up every day for a week without explaining yourself and they'd get worried before they got angry.

Thanks.

The second time is already debatable; I'm not visiting a third time.

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