BARTENDER - CLOVER

[wooliefrand]

WHO: CLOVER + CUSTOMERS
WHERE: CLOVER BARN
WHEN: BARTENDER GAME

[ Your barn has a new???? (temporary???) addition! One of the outside walls now has a cabinet of various drinks, all of which sits behind what appears to be an L-shaped bar counter, complete with a sink, ice box, and glass cabinet on the inner side, and stools for customers(?) on the outer side.

Posted on the wall is a recipe book, and above it, a big chalkboard listing the various drinks from said recipe book.

Tied to the drinks cabinet are a number of ribbons in your barn's color. Wonder what those are for. ]

OOC RULES | RECIPE BOOK | MAIN GAME POST

Comments

Re: spoilers for onk 121, cw: cancer and neglect

[beathollow]

That's good. But it still doesn't overwrite the fact that she hurt you. And you're allowed to be hurt and upset.

Re: spoilers for onk 121, cw: cancer and neglect

[aididitmyway]

[...]

I visited her sometimes. Back home. I knocked but ran away before she could answer. She had two other kids after I died.

... It's like I never existed.

Re: spoilers for onk 121, cw: cancer and neglect

[beathollow]

... Stop excusing her, then. She's written it out loud and clear, hasn't she?

( but more importantly-


lyra gets a warm hug, never mind how her tail almost curls around lyra's legs- )

You deserve so much more and I'm sorry.

Re: spoilers for onk 121, cw: cancer and neglect

[aididitmyway]

[The hug that Lyra returns is desperate and clingy]

You know. Before I died, I always wondered what it'd be like to be an idol's kid. I- I was definitely happier with mama than I was with mother.

[But then she was reborn to Sugar, and a lot of her desperation re: Sugar probably makes even more sense now.]

Re: spoilers for onk 121, cw: cancer and neglect

[beathollow]

And I know she loves you too. Truly loves you.

Re: spoilers for onk 121, cw: cancer and neglect

[aididitmyway]

I know she did, too. I- that's why-

I know I deserve better than mother. I just don't- want to think of her like that either.

At least I know mama loved me.

Re: spoilers for onk 121, cw: cancer and neglect

[beathollow]

Even if you don't want to be upset at her, you can't prioritize her over yourself like that. It's clearly hurting you.

Re: spoilers for onk 121, cw: cancer and neglect

[aididitmyway]

I just-

I wanted to see if she remembered me. It's stupid. She wouldn't have. It's not like I'm Sarina anymore.

Re: spoilers for onk 121, cw: cancer and neglect

[beathollow]

... You're allowed to move on too, you know.

Re: spoilers for onk 121, cw: cancer and neglect

[aididitmyway]

It's not that I don't want to...

Re: spoilers for onk 121, cw: cancer and neglect

[beathollow]

But there's a block. Right?

Re: spoilers for onk 121, cw: cancer and neglect

[aididitmyway]

She was still my mother.

Re: spoilers for onk 121, cw: cancer and neglect

[beathollow]

... Was she?

Re: spoilers for onk 121, cw: cancer and neglect

[aididitmyway]

...

I wanted her to be.

Re: spoilers for onk 121, cw: cancer and neglect

[beathollow]

... I'm sorry. That she let you down like that.