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[crittersheep]

WHO: all
WHERE: all
WHEN: Day 9, evening into night

[the sun goes down; the two moons rise.

it all looks...quite different. the laundromat lengthens and transforms the silhouette of Woolietown in the distance. the lighthouse beacon comes to life for the first time, throwing strong, brilliant light and stark shadows across the meadow and into the barns. the lazy river encircles the pasture in a glittering band, the bobbing shapes of the pool toys a little bit eerie until they drift into full view.

perhaps some of you are winding down. perhaps some of you are just gearing up for a wild adventure in the shadows. perhaps some of you, regardless of if you sleep or stay up, find your dreams and nightmares crawling out beyond the bounds of your own head tonight, drawing others in...

the night is full of possibilities.]

Comments

[catposting]

That woman. Your mother. Was she the master of your life?

[beathollow]

She was.

( in many ways, she still is. but the queen can't reach through the branches. any strings will get tangled up in sticks and leaves. she can do as she pleases. )

[catposting]

If she were gone for good, would you be able to go anywhere you wanted?

[beathollow]

I think so.

[catposting]

[ this is gonna be one of those stupid morality quizzes, isn't it? insufferable. ]

I see. [ ugh. he can kill a random girl's mom, it's fine. ] Where do I find her?

[beathollow]

... ( a frown- )

She's not here. And you don't have to do anything...

[catposting]

[ gives her a tired look. ]

Do you want to be free? Truly free?

[beathollow]

Even if that's the case, why would you take on that burden for me?

[catposting]

[ because he can imagine his stupid teammate making annoying worried noises about him and he doesn't like it. ]

It's no big deal. Besides, you're helping me; this forest is kind of scary, and I'd be even more lost if you hadn't showed up.

[ flashes a grin. ]

Burden for burden, yeah?

[beathollow]

... Silly. I'm doing this because I want to give an act of kindness. I don't need repayment.

[catposting]

[ blinks at her, starts laughing. it's not mocking; quest or no quest, the concept is silly. ]

What if I want to repay you?

[beathollow]

Then find something on scale to guiding the way. Jumping to murder seems a bit extreme!






... Besides. Death is an easy way out.

( weren't expectin that, were ya )

1/2 cw suicidal thoughts

[catposting]

I know.

[ he shrugs. a SMALL part of him wishes he'd never survived the experiments. or the battles after. that small part will grow and grow over time, but that time isn't now. ]

It's efficient, though.

[catposting]

[ looking mildly uncomfortable ]

Are you asking me to torture her?

[ killing is something he's used to. it's been his entire life, day in day out, for as long as he remembers. torture is just sadistic. ]

[beathollow]

No, I'd rather she never see me or anything remotely connected to me again. I was trying to say that... you don't have to go so far. Hmm... If you really want to repay me, pay it forward. Help someone else if they need it.

[catposting]

I —

[ several emotions pass over his face at once. surprise, annoyance, longing, and finally the empty look of defeat. looks to the sky, then back at her. he sighs, shoulders sagging. ]

Okay. I yield.

[ he can take the stupid floor test another time. this isn't the first one he's failed.

also he's totally expecting her to disappear into thin air or something. ]

[beathollow]

... Huh?

( she's not gone. just... very confused. even the trees feel confused. as it happens in a magic forest. )

[catposting]

[ ???

+1 to the confusion gang. whatever. ]

He's strong, you know. He could have found his way out of here alone.

[ without him. it hurts to consider. ]

I... wish he was a little more like you, sometimes.

[ what's he even saying? eh, not like it matters. he's never going to see this girl again after he's out of here. ]

[beathollow]

... In what way?

[catposting]

[ gazes at her for a while before answering. ]

You weren't content to be a slave.

[beathollow]

... It took a lot of hurt for me to realize I wasn't. Some part of me is still in denial, I admit. But once the pain got too much to bear, there were two ways out. One, irreparable- but an escape, nevertheless. The other, I could be dragged back, yes. But I would still have legs to run on,as many times as needed.

You can't force anyone to see a truth or a choice that they don't want to see. They have to be ready to see it themselves.

[catposting]

... It's fine. There's still time for him to change his mind. We'll become Rankers someday; strong enough that nobody can boss us around. Then he'll see that he doesn't need a master.

[beathollow]

And if he's still content to have one, what then?

[catposting]

[ shakes his head vehemently. ]

There's no way. He sees others as equals, even weak guys like—

[ he shifts, facing away, almost looking like he wants to squirm. ]

He... he can share his power with others. I don't really like it, but it's what he wants to do. There's no way that someone with the power to "make others equal to himself" would be content to live as a slave.

[beathollow]

And what do you want to do...?