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[noarchitact]

WHO: You, you, & you.
WHERE: the Pasture!
WHEN: Day 91

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[morelikefakespeareamirite]

And yet you are reading it?

[aiwillneversmile]

I was told if I read such a depressing work that it would be an obvious cry for help to someone, so . . . Here I am.

[morelikefakespeareamirite]

No, really. Why are you reading it?

[aiwillneversmile]

That wasn't a joke. I am asking for help.

[morelikefakespeareamirite]

....with what?

[aiwillneversmile]

[everything]

. . . My sister.

[morelikefakespeareamirite]

Luckily for you, I’m quite the helper.

[aiwillneversmile]

Somehow, I doubt that, but beggars can't be choosers, I guess.

[morelikefakespeareamirite]

[Has a seat on the book and glances up at him]

I am ready to help.

[aiwillneversmile]

I'm not going to get into details . . . But my sister and I are — Obsessed with each other, but I also unknowingly led her on so she's been in love with me for awhile. I don't think we know how to look at each other correctly anymore.

[morelikefakespeareamirite]

If you are not sure how to go back then you can only go forward. Double down on looking at each other incorrectly.

[aiwillneversmile]

Hey, this isn't some kind of manga plot. I don't want her pining after me anymore, and I can't read what she needs.

[morelikefakespeareamirite]

Hmm hmmm hmmmmm....Have you tried asking her?

[aiwillneversmile]

Naturally. But she wants a bunch of unreasonable things. I have to always be around, I can't get hurt, I can't lie to her, I have to be nice to everyone— She knows who I am then turns around asks me not to be myself.

[morelikefakespeareamirite]

You could try demanding the same or something equally unreasonable in return. That may put it in perspective.

[aiwillneversmile]

. . . But I can't tell her no. She doesn't want that much.

[morelikefakespeareamirite]

You could....double down on a lie for her own good? Tell her you are already seeing someone?

[aiwillneversmile]

I have someone in mind . . . But I can't push her off that way. It would make her feelings seem less important.

[morelikefakespeareamirite]

Well, what are your current ideas?

[aiwillneversmile]

Let her do what she wants and hope for the best . . . ?

[morelikefakespeareamirite]

Are you trying to encourage or discourage it? What's the most important goal here?

[aiwillneversmile]

I don't want to encourage it, but . . . Whatever she wants is most important.

[morelikefakespeareamirite]

If that is the goal then just grant her a lovely dream.

[aiwillneversmile]

A lovely dream? We're living together for the rest of our lives.

[morelikefakespeareamirite]

Well! Do you want that?