It sounds as though you've been through quite a bit despite being so young. I'm sorry you've had to contend with that.

[It's genuine. People ought to be able to live peacefully. She cannot help but wonder all over again why it is that no matter the world, peace is so difficult to obtain.]

I do feel a lot better, though. I wouldn't die without blood- I would continue to linger and linger and linger. But, the sensation of starving, and your entire body feeling consumed by the need to correct that and nourish itself is incredibly painful. It isn't a pleasant feeling. So... you really helped me out.